Grisha -> RE: Starting on Rio De La Miel (Mar. 28 2015 10:38:19)
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Thanks, Todd and David! I definitely am very self critical, but the amount of work I put into preparing this program was really huge. I had no warning signs during my practice, either. Nothing to tell me something will go wrong. But it is what it is. So far I always tried to share my better videos, fearing the critique I would get for mistakes, imperfections and such. But this time is different. I guess, I should accept being human. Things can always go wrong, and do. One thing bothers me in these videos consistently, and it's not the missed notes or memory slips (I knew I was going to get them the moment I started playing, it was just that kind of a day). No, what really bugs me is the tempo fluctuation, usually (but not always) tied with my thumb's skin getting caught half the time. I did not feel this on stage. I was too preoccupied with the problems that faced me during that performance, constantly overcoming, adjusting, solving. I should have concentrated more on the rhythm. That's what I normally do when I relax. But I was never relaxed in those two concerts.
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