swampflower -> RE: I, too, need help with Bulerías (May 19 2024 0:47:00)
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ORIGINAL: Stu I hate to break it to you buy you lack Duende! Oh no. quote:
but duende is sporadic magic that occurs not whilst one is playing in their kitchen or bedroom. what you probably (should) mean is soniquete. Phew. Maybe I do mean soniquete. quote:
but you lack that too! Oh no!! What a burn. I had to check the "definitions", and I'm pretty sure that I meant duende (I'm reading Wikipedia). It is one such thing I referred to when I said "either you have it, or you don't." Reading the Wikipedia article I feel like I kind of know what they're talking about, but the descriptions themselves seem too artistic and mostly just serve to obfuscate it. In one word, I'd call it "presence." Not in this room, at this moment, but in the largest possible context of human experience that fits in the psyche in one instant, across space and time, transcending individual perspective. Of course such a portrait contains a lot of death and tragedy. The essence is Truth itself as sensed and experienced by humans, thus defining what it is to be human. When it possesses you, you experience dissociation from your individual self and relate yourself to something greater. But it's not an intellectual, analytical relation, but a feeling of being present so intense that that larger context becomes almost tangible. You know how before a witness testimony you swear "to tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth?" I think duende is like being witness to history. Maybe I'm completely off base, or maybe the "definitions" vary by context, but that's what I got from the Wikipedia article. It's just more words to sloppily describe (obfuscate) something that eludes definition. I think it's something that can only be implicated, unlike soniquete for instance (from what I think I understand). Like I said, I believe it's something that some people can tap into, and some can't. Perhaps life experience increases the chances of opening that door, but occasionally I come across professional musicians with decades of experience, who are playing complex masterpieces, yet seem completely oblivious to "duende." Then I accidentally bump into some teenager practicing a piece from a video game soundtrack on a digital piano, and think to myself; "he understands life." It wasn't a magnificent musical moment, it wasn't a celebration, and there was no social aspect, but I'm certain that he "had it." quote:
Also, some of those words are big words. phrasing, articulation, dynamics. I know you are saying they need improvement but it seems odd to me you are thinking about such things at your level. I taught myself to play piano from age 17. I had a phase that lasted about a decade during which I listened to (and practiced) almost exclusively Western classical music, so they're just words to describe what is going on in music, and I can't not think about them. It guess you agree that there's room for improvement in those areas. quote:
At the moment its pretense unfortunately. this may sound harsh and I dont mean to be, but same thing. They say; "fake it till you make it." Don't worry, you didn't trash my artistic spirit because these are not the "most intimate moments of self-expression" I talked about. If I get better, that is only going to put more pressure on me, because then I'll have no technical inadequacies to hide behind. Being honest respects my time. It stings, but so does developing calluses. It also makes me want to retaliate (by practicing better!). quote:
you need to go back to basics. You are overthinking stuff but i guess thats probably due to the fact that you are feeling like somethin aint right. I'm an overthinker and have a knack for overcomplicating things. But I also have a hard time with some of the basics, which is highly frustrating when it's not in proportion to some other technical aspects, so I just end up neglecting them. quote:
It's hard to direct you to any learning materials, vidoes etc without knowing first.... what have you been studying thus far? Have you had 1 to 1 lessons? I've mostly been following Adam del Monte's lessons, some from Kai Narezo, and quite a few others. I tried to find teachers in my area but they all taught rock or classical, and I have no patience for either. I got the guitar in late 2021 and practiced until spring 2022, then my wife put the damn thing in a wardrobe because it got in the way, and I ended up not playing for the next year. I got it out of the wardrobe in spring 2023, and have been playing on and off since. It's irregular though; I may go for weeks without touching the guitar, then I play seven hours one day, and keep up until something else gets into my head. quote:
the point is if youve been studying the right stuff for the right level and you are still struggling then you probably need a teacher to get you moving in the right direction. I probably should get a teacher, but I really don't want them to be second-guessing on the stuff specific to flamenco (even if you think I shouldn't even practice "flamenco" at this point, sooner or later it should become topical), and I couldn't find one teacher who even mentioned it on their profile. Thanks for the feedback, and advice (again)!
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