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ernandez R -> RE: If it weren't for Netflix.... and ...What are you working on right now ? (Apr. 21 2021 4:49:22)
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ORIGINAL: Fluknu
Since four days I have a total absence of motivation to play. I don't even listen to music, and that really seldom happens. It's usually when my stress level is to high and I need quiet. But these days I feel good. So I wonder what's happening.
It's sunny here in Switzerland and the weather is starting to warm up. They opened bars and reastaurants only in the open., this monday. So I just want to be outside I guess. My goal, is to have a glass of white wine tomorrow on a nice terrasse by the lake.
But music and flamenco is like... nowhere to be seen. I'm going with the flow for once and not pushing myself.
The only cool thing that I often do in summer would be to go by the lake and play with people. That would make me happy.
Anyone suffering from the same post-lockdown-where-the-f...- am I syndrome ?
Fluknu,
It's a a known thing. Post coved, or not post. I was ass jacked by a moose last April, couch and bed bound for many months. Dog what a fluk... Last few weeks have been tough, I'm Vmax for a couple weeks now, but like you, I'm like what now? I'm an odd case, major life change with new partner a few years ago, put away my cash cow hat for another and all the sudden its been pulled down over my eyes and holding it out for our federal gov to toss in it a few shekels. Think the maker for music, for the guitars I'm building, Flamenco, and world wide strangers on a forum here and there.
The music will come back. I promise. Revisiting Rigena Spector, I know not flamenco, this evening but fitting, her sensibility, her post Russian Jewish sensibility, she gets it but not with a guitar but a piano. She kills it. I started the day with Rosalia, did a few hours of Diago del Castor and the boss, cooked up a quick dinner, black beans garlic and some fresh eggs from our hens, killed a bottle of bad white wine, then Rigina and crushing strings following her piano best I could, after a couple years of compas and Phrygian-esc Flamenco her Lidian seemed almost childlike in its simplicity. Oh ya, the music will come back, my buddy Jonas who posts here once in a whole says take one or two day a week off, leave your guitar in the case and just live, head to that lake, have that glass of wine at the lakeside, rejoin the living...
HR
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